Last Call!

I think most women go through it... that journey of decision. Decisions about who you are, what you want out of your life, your college, your future, what you want to be when you grow up, if you want to get married, and some would argue the most important part of these decisions are those about children:  Will you or won't you?  I think this begins as a child - if you're born female, people give you dolls to play with in practice for having babies. People asked girls my age questions about what they wanted to be when they grew up expecting answers like, "I want to be a mommy." I always answered that question with a career choice, like Egyptologist, flight attendant, scientist on Moon Base Alpha, shit like that. It was usually met with a chuckle or complete dismissal. The girls who replied with how many kids they wanted to have were further engaged as if this was interesting. I don't think we have any understanding of how these sorts of expectations can shift your ...

 The study of manifestation and how it works for you is not like a complete idea. It grows and changes with your own psyche and your own growth. There are, however, some simple concepts that I am perpetually reminded of.  The old Cherokee proverb about the old man telling his grandson about the constant battle he has faced as a man to choose between darkness and light. He describes two wolves locked in battle, jowls dripping and drawn back to reveal the teeth of pearly white - the darker wolf representing darkness, bitterness, evil versus the white wolf who represents the light and is righteously fighting for truth, love, and peace... the boy is curious and asks, "Grandfather, which wolf wins?" The old man replies, "The one you feed."  This always plays in my head for the cinematic backdrop of my own cause and effect conversation.